o gawd. three days into my oatmeal diet and i cheated. i have no self discipline people! but i do feel shame! erm does that count for something? ... anything?

work has been a big bummer lately. i keep my head down and keep trudging through the mud. because i will come out victorious. positive thinking. it makes a difference. positive positive posi-wait was that my patient that just fell on the ground? and why is the other one running for the door? oh crap did she just punch my new admission? and why is that blood pressure so high on this one? let's take care of this pt molesting staff issue first shall we? did the psychiatrist EVER call back?-tive. positive thinking is slipping slipping and gone.