*cheese alert.
a hop a skip and a jump ! my dreams have come true !!
On feb 24th my hoonie made a proposal i could not refuse. w/ a yes we dashed off to Chophouse in celebration w a dinner & dessert. after almost four years we have come full circle from our first date at Chophouse. And i must admit i barely remember those butterflies and preparing for our first date. i barely remember what hoonie wore. i barely remember what kind of flowers he gave. i don't remember what we even said to each other that night.
i do remember fully our first kiss. and i mean that true kiss. i remember after a short two months how i realized i was in love. i remember how fast it was, but how right everything seemed to fall into place. i remember the raw hurt & sorrow we shared w one another. and i remember how we healed together. it's amazing what can come of death. and what can come of love and hope. i am eager to see what will come from the two of us one day.
most of all, i am ready to remember and reminisce and to create so many more memories w/ you. for the rest of my life. for the rest of your life. love ya endlessly.

today my elderly demented patient peed on his bed.

night before he wrapped himself up in the window curtain

and then peed on the wall. he also attempted to flush his sock.

lovely. so lovely.

hi guys this is my first car ever !!! its a 2007 honda fit.
i got it Nov 30th. then it died on Dec 8th.



totally awesome.

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so me and my pal were talking about that new show "Daybreak" where the basis of the show is that the day repeats over and over again for this dude. well . i already feel like that happens to me everyday. and would it really be SOO bad to repeat the day over? i feel that that would give me free reign on anything i wanted to do. i could go to france in a day. but then i guess i would never make it to taiwan. which would be really sad. but it would give me a chance just to see how much i could get away with everyday. if i were tested i would do more bad than good just for fun of course. human nature right? well for right now nurture is what's keeping me in good control. sometimes i wish i could just speak my mind as is or scream and act irrational w/out any consequences. that repeated days stuff sounds good to me bc with it comes fresh starts. i can't really think of anything bad in repeating days. i have nothing to complain about in my humdrum life ... o my lord is this really all there is ??? i want to go jump out of a plane. i want to fire a gun. i want to go deep sea diving. i want to be lost on an island. but i bet i will do none. humdrum. what i need to do is stop watching movies and tv.