lately ive been hit with a feeling that has become so difficult to describe.
hmm i suppose the closest explaination and solution --> one time machine please.
in an effort to live and live again ...
every summer for the rest of my life ...
will i continue to have this desperate longing and nostalgia for the past?
loveboat was supposed to be only and just one
shallow happy fickle summertime in taiwan ..
in countless ways it was ...
but not enough to outweigh the once in a lifetime memories shared.
people from all over the many states + our one world.
there are priceless hours i would do twice over
and many others
then there are those moments forever cherished in thought.
one year later and i stay up to wonder
why it is beginning now to actually hurt not to be where i was just a short yesterday ago?
